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Angie Wallick and celebrate12!

Welcome to our online birthday party called celebrate12!

Angie.BharadvajasanaAngie Wallick is one of 12 students who are sharing their yoga stories with you as part of our celebration. We hope the stories will energize you to keep growing in your yoga practice, to try new things, and see what happens. Without further ado, here’s Angie:

I have to admit, I was quite the yoga skeptic at first.

I just couldn’t grasp how this could be an effective “workout” and honestly, I thought it was rather pointless to sit on a mat and breathe. How boring! I did a few random yoga classes with friends from a groupon and a “free first class” here and there, but never liked it enough to go back.

Angie.UPHPA trusted friend recommended Evergreen Yoga Center during a time when it was critical for me to learn awareness of my mind and body.  Some people are naturally intuitive about what they need emotionally and physically, while others need guidance on how to grow into an intuitive being.  So, with a gentle nudge I compromised in trying yoga one more time.  I suppose the hope was to either grow my awareness or to simply listen to the wise people around me and see what happens.  In February 2014, I opened up my mat at Evergreen Yoga.

At first glance of the studio, I wondered why there were no mirrors and why do we use blankets? Are we going to take a nap?  I really don’t have time for that!  I was particularly interested in what could come of the ropes…..what kind of yoga is this?

There have been many twists and turns throughout my yoga journey, but I do distinctly remember a strange discomfort in Savasansa.  During my first year, I often had had Leah place different weighted sandbags and bolsters over me when I was in Savasana which helped with my discomfort of being still. I felt more grounded, and was able to relax.

Leah showed me this picture of Mr. Iyengar which led me to more questions than answers.

Screen Shot 2018-11-13 at 6.34.52 PMThis picture makes my sandbags look like more like pillows!

I worked to accept myself where I was and to understand what I needed at that time.

I was grateful for being more grounded than ever before although still feeling pretty uncomfortable in my own body. This type of relaxation and grounding enabled me to slow me down and increase my awareness of the effects of my practice.  This was the point in which I knew that yoga was an important part of my self-care.

Screen Shot 2018-11-13 at 6.47.11 PMOver time, I have come to understand that our “props” (what we use to support our poses at the yoga studio or the supports I choose to have in life) are there to help me meet myself where I am — without judgment. My props give me the confidence to get quiet enough to know when to move forward or when to simply just be.

Having no mirrors in the studio (which by the way, am a big fan of) helped minimize my distraction. I became less focused on the external, and learned to trust my inner being.

Angie.UrdhvaDhanurasanaI want to share part of Sutra 1.2 from The Essence of Yoga by Bernard Bouanchaud. This Sutra resonates with me as to why I continue to practice:

–Yoga is the ability to direct and focus mental activity.–

Yoga consists of keeping the mind quiet and wakeful so that one is totally present to what one is doing.  Thoughts no longer rush forth of themselves in all directions, but are fully controlled and directed.

I’m thankful for my upcoming 5th year of yoga practice and all the ups and downs that have come with my learning.  I continue to learn more about each pose that we practice. I discover new ways to use props and understand what things in life throw me off balance.  I have a lot of energy in my yoga practice, but I now know that stillness tastes equally as satisfying.

Angie.AMVrkI am currently on faculty at The University of Memphis and co-owner of Memphis Nutrition Group where I practice as a Certified Eating Disorder Dietitian.  I have the privilege of helping people heal their relationship with food just as yoga has healed my relationship with bringing awareness to both my mind and body.

I regularly attend the Barefoot Bootcamp and the Saturday Level 2 class so I hope to see you around the studio. You might find me bringing friends to class, as I love to share yoga with others who are curious or craving for stillness just like I was.

So if you find yourself reading this blog post, or more importantly, attending classes, consider yourself in good hands at Evergreen Yoga Center.

Once I opened up my mat, I’ve never looked back.

Namaste

Angie

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Inside job

 

 

“The body is your temple. Keep it pure and clean for the soul to reside in.”
-BKS Iyengar

 

Lately I’ve been thinking about ways to describe yoga. Especially to new people who are asking questions about yoga. What is yoga? Will it help me lose weight? What do you do in a class? Why do you spend so much time teaching/studying/practicing?

When I first started thinking about how to describe yoga to people, my  purpose was to come up with ways to “market” yoga and Iyengar Yoga. I wanted to help people find us, come to class, and introduce them to our practice.

I think about marketing sometimes. As a studio we depend on having students. Without students, there is no studio. And it is no secret that the practicalities of paying the rent, keeping the lights on, utilities and so forth are important considerations.

It is in the “marketing” of yoga where I get stuck. It’s hard to describe Iyengar Yoga to those who have not experienced it for themselves.

Of course, I could quote the benefits of yoga:
relieve stress!
gain strength!
heal from injuries & chronic conditions.

I can cite articles with the scientific research backed by statistics on percentages of people who have achieved relief from pain and calmed their anxiety.

The usual attention-grabbing advertising words do not work here.

But there are benefits other than the surface ones. These are hard to describe.
Common advertising language has no words to describe yoga practice. Sure, the physical benefits attract people, but those who continue to practice over a period of months and years do so because the yoga gives them more than a healthy body.

Those who stick with it find something deeper. I could say “rich, deep, and profound.”

Even these descriptions fall far short of describing what yoga brings. Yoga is the ability to quiet the mind. It helps us provide a deeper experience of who we are — and we turn inward.

After 20 years of practice,  I am just now starting  to crave a deeper connection to myself…

Wanting to shift my attention inward. Wanting to focus less on the externals.

I have not always been interested in this.

It can be scary to go to an unfamiliar place. And spending time with myself and my ever-wandering mind has never souned appealing.

What will I find there? Maybe nothing. Maybe something  I’d rather not see. Or maybe I can catch a glimpse of a new, less external (what am i wearing? how can I be fit?) way of living.

Inner connection has never been on my to-do list. Until now. And I can see that is a process — it comes in stages.

My first stage toward change has been to wish I wanted to.
And in the case of big changes, I am only capable of being willing to want to change.
These stages can last a very very long time before any real work happens.

I find myself in the middle of it now. Maybe you do too.

It helps to hear what others have to say on the subject.

Here’s what John O’Donohue, the Irish poet/philosopher says:

“The body is your only home in the universe. It is your house of belonging here in the world. It is a very sacred temple. To spend time in silence before the mystery of your body brings you toward wisdom and holiness.” – O’Donohue

“The body is your temple. Keep it pure and clean for the soul to reside in.” – Iyengar

Grit, grind & gratitude

arrow and bow doodleYou know when you hear something for years, and you don’t quite know if it’s for real ? You hear it so many times, you start to wonder if it just might be true.

At some point, I heard that Mr. Iyengar said something along the lines of this: Yoga teachers learn so much from their students that we should pay them to come to class.

I’m not even sure if I heard it right — it was third-hand or second-hand. But nevermind that…it’s what I thought I heard anyway.

I have scoured my yoga books looking for evidence that he actually said this, but I haven’t found it.  So for now I’m considering it an Iyengar Yoga urban legend – meant for yoga nerds like me.

After this past week of teaching the classes while Tedrah attended a yoga intensive, I didn’t need to know whether Mr. Iyengar said it or not.

Each of you showed me the power of yoga in the most potent ways I’ve seen in my (nearly) 20 years of practice and14 years of teaching.

We practiced some of the most strenuous poses – many of which I rarely teach. Poses like Warrior 1 & 2, Hero, Bow (as in bow-and-arrow), Upward Bow (even more intense than Bow) and a pose actually called Utkatasana (Intense Pose).

At times I have avoided teaching these. They wear me out. And poses named for battle-like behavior perplex my peace-loving self.

The first tenet of yoga is non-violence. How to reconcile a warrior pose with that?

It takes a lot of grit to practice this way and even more oomph to teach these poses.  But as you have seen, practicing the warrior poses builds your strength of will — and can leave you feeling invigorated and satisfied.

You inspired me – demonstrating the Memphis grit and grind of our community spirit. You summoned the focus it takes to keep going when you’re tired. You shifted past some limiting thoughts, and came through.

Many of you accomplished new poses for the first time. I learned what is possible when you are encouraged to expect more from yourselves. And what happens when I let students know that I expect more.

All of these are the qualities of a great warrior.

Your work in class demonstrates the intelligence of your yoga practice on many levels: the physical, mental (how-to), wisdom (including knowing how much to do/not do), emotional and the potency of your will.

It is a joy to see your progress! Thank you for sharing this journey with me and our studio. I learn so much from you.

With love and gratitude,
Leahsignature

10 easy steps…

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For me, the keys to any transformative practice are:
PRACTICE + TIME
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Iyengar Yoga appeals to me precisely because it promises no quick fixes & promises that you will face many challenges.

In fact, one of the main ideals espoused in ancient yoga texts speaks right to this:
“The practice of yoga is firmly established when cultivated consistently, with devotion over a prolonged period of time.” (Sutra 1.14 of the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali)

Yoga explains the experience of serenity, provides recommendations for overcoming obstacles, and outlines practices to de-clutter your mind.

The ongoing practice of discovery is where I find the benefits of practice.

Through yoga, I remember and re-remember that living the life I want takes time, effort, and a lot of commitment. I learn over and over how I can relate to any obstacles in new ways. I bump up against my stuck places, and yoga practice helps me consider what’s behind the stuck-ness.

Spend just a few minutes on the Internet, and you’ll find 5 easy steps to any intractable problem or diagnosis.  Usually, the faster I move to solve a problem (without seeking to understand) only exacerbates the original problem.

Here’s an antidote to “10 easy steps:”
“[Yoga] aims to map out a path that all may follow. It offers advice, methods, and a philosophical framework at a level that even a newcomer to the practice of yoga may grasp. It does not offer shortcuts or vain promises to the gullible…the light that yoga sheds on life is something special. It is transformative. It does not just change the way we see things; it transforms the person who sees. It brings knowledge and elevates it to wisdom.”
–BKS Iyengar in his book Light on Life.